Random Updates & Thoughts

Updates
* I jammed my thumb and it hurts really bad.
* For the first time in a long while my problems in life are not caused by boys.
* My ankles are stupid and I need to get them x-ray'd. (which i actually learned was really bad for you, today in chemistry)
* Volleyball is SO fun & I love the girls on my team.
* I'm still sick but slowly getting better.
* School is going pretty good.
* I'm having an inter-conflict of having to choose between sports and theatre and I am really being pulled towards sports.
* I've met some new friends that are way nice.
* I overall am pretty happy.

Thoughts
* Ok. So lately I have been talking to some people and it makes me realize how stupid some people really are. I mean honestly who tells someone that they are only physically attractive. I mean maybe it went down a little differently, but even so, you should not say it that straight forward. You should just try and actually get to know them more cuz once you did I bet you would discover how fricken amazing that person is.
* Secondly. I wish I was like super-woman or something and could fix everyone's problem. Like honestly. I hate it when my friends are sad. Especially when there is nothing I can do about. But no joke, if all my friends were happy and all my family was happy, I would be the happiest person ever. I care so much about the people around me. They literally mean the world to me.
* Thirdly. I have discovered that I have become an introvert so if that annoys you sorry. But I have had to deal with my sister's car accident and all, this summer so I have kind of had to. And I have decided it is good to do. Then you don't have to worry that other people will be sad cuz of how you are or something. But anyway. So yeah. I'm sorry if that bugs you.
* Fourthly. Volleyball is the most amazing sport ever. The girls are hilarious and I love them so much. We all went to Maggie Moo's tonight after our game and I hadn't laughed that had in SO long. Oh and also, during the varsity game, me and maddie were sitting on the bench making faces at eachother and she actually started crying cuz she was laughing so hard. It was GREAT! But tonight we all had a bonding night and went to Maggie Moo's, then we went to Sunnyside Park with some of the football guys and played night games. Which kind of failed so me and Liz hung out with the football boys, which are hilarious by the way. Anywho. Yeah. Volleyball= Amazing.
* Fifthly. My family is amazing. They sure give me tons of crap sometimes, but I love them. They hold me up and keep me going. My mom is the most amazing woman you will ever meet. She has been through so much and yet she still gets up everyday and works her butt off for her kids. I love her. Then my older sister, Megan, she may cause me alot of tears but I love that girl. She is the best older sister someone could ask for. I can go to her whenever I have boy problems and no matter what she will agree with me, even if I am bipolar and say I like someone then ten seconds later I hate them. She still agree's with me. My little sister. She is such a cutie. She came to volleyball with me this summer and just ran around encouraging me. She does that all the time. She is always concerned about me and says things like 'Are you ok, honey?' No joke. She is the cutest little sister ever. My older brother. Holy cow. Talk about motivation. He got married at nineteen to his lovely wife Rebecca Clements Mabey and now he gets up and works EVERY week day then holds out his calling in the church on Sunday's. He truly is amazing. He is always there for me. And if it wasn't for him I would listen to crappy music and I wouldn't be addicted to xbox 360. Once again I love my family. They are amazing.
* Finally. My friends. They are amazing. Sometimes you do stupid things. But I will ALWAYS try and be there for you and I will always be there to listen to anything you ever need to vent about or anything. ALL OF YOU. I love you. You really are amazing people. All my friends are. Even when you bug me cuz you won't tell me something. Friends are your guidance and they are meant to help you through anything and not judge you. That is what they are for. I am trying to be that kind of a friend. And yes sometimes I may be pissed and ignore you for a day or two. But I am not going to lie, I am very judgemental. I always have been. Even though I hate being judged I still judge people which is stupid. I know. But I am sharing my thoughts less and less. Hence the introvert. So Anyway. I love all of you. Never think you are worth anything less that amazing. You are all going to go on and do amazing things in life and I hope that I will still be able to be there when you do so. I have let amazing friendships slip through my fingers for stupid reasons. So you should always hold onto your friends because it takes forever to make an amazing friendship. But you could destroy one with a stupid sentence and action. So just be careful.

I told a friend once. 'If you settle for mediocre you will have a mediocre life, but if you fight for what you love you will have an amazing life.' I truly believe life is an obstacle put in your way and trying to see how far you will go before you fail. Never give up- Never fail- Never settle for mediocre.

A Final Note

Ok. So I lied. I am blogging again.
But there are just a few things I would like to say. I have been hurt alot in the past few days but I'm glad that I was. It made me realize some very important things. Mainly about family, friends, and boys.
Firstly, family.
They are the best things that ever happened to you. You were put in your family for a reason and they will help you through things. They love you, and since they have no choice really, they always will.
Secondly, boys.
They are nice to have around. But when they make you question friendships, or cause unnecessary fights with your friends, or hurt you so badly that they make you cry. Then it just isn't worth it. At least not at my age.
And finally, friends.
They are people you can lean on. Yes you get in stupid fights, but that's ok.
Occasionally you say things you regret. And you wish you could word things a little differently sometimes. And take other things back. You hurt eachother on accident. And sometimes all you want to do is scream at eachother. But best friends should always be there for each other. At least I would want to be that kind of a best friend. I love my best friends. They are amazing.
Rosie Lund, Michelle Price, Morgan Callaway, Lindsay McSweeney, Kyrianna McCullough, Tarynn Leppert, Priscilla Cover, Carly Christensen, Brooke Ramos, Lynley Allen, Madison O'Bagey.
All of those girls have hurt me at one time or another. All of those girls are amazing. I have amazing memories with each one of them. And I always will.

You should always cherish your friends. They will be the ones you remember. Then ones you have the best stories with. The ones you fight with the most. The ones you cry with the most. The ones you love the most. But they are your best friends. And that's what they are for.

My Little Piece Of Heaven

So as you all know... or should know... this past weekend was labor day weekend. My family decided that it would be fun to go up to my family cabin, so friday after school we headed up. The car was super packed so it was kind of chaotic to get out of town, but we did it.
Friday
So we got up there and it was SUPER super hot outside. The first night my brother brought up steaks and they were super tasty. And they were huge. Like those ones you see in movies that the dogs eat. Yeah those. But they were way good. And we had asparagus and those are way yummy. Anyway. I will stop blabbing about the food. But then my family decided to watch Casino Royale and make smores and since I don't particularly like smores I decided I would go downstairs and do a puzzle. I found this one that was super hard and had 1000 pieces. Anyway. Then I got super tired (probably cuz it was like one in the morning) so I went to bed.
Saturday
So I woke up at twelve thirty and my mom made everyone pancakes and bacon so I was super happy. Then my family and I went up to Smith and Morehouse and went on a hike up to a beaver damn and we took alot of really cool pictures. Then we went down to the lake and I was super tired (like I always am) and so I slept in the car while Megan and Tanner went fishing. Then we went back to the cabin and Matt and Becky left so we drove down part way with them then went to the Polar King. Which is, by the way, the greasiest, grimiest, yuckiest, most amazing burger and shake place ever. I love it. Anywho. Then we went back up to the cabin and Megan, Tanner, and I played Clue. It was way fun. Then Megan and I worked on the puzzle for a while and finished most of the border. Then at about two in the morning I passed out on the bed.
Sunday
I slept in until a quarter to two. Then my mom made waffles and it was super yummy. After breakfast I layed down cuz I still felt tired. Then I slept til like five at night. Then I got up and went outside cuz it was POURING rain. I was gorgeous. Then I slept for a little longer. Then Tanner took me and Megan to go learn how to fish. While we were at the lake I learned how to regular fish and fly fish. Then we switched spots and I gave my sister the fishing rod. Then almost instantly the national forest officers showed up and face my sister and Tanner a ticket cuz we don't have fishing licenses. But I didn't get one. It was so nice. Then it started raining again so we went back to the cabin. Then I ate dinner(which was chicken and rice... mmmm). Then we played clue again then Me and Megan and Tanner worked on the puzzle for a while. At one point I had to move the car into the garage cuz we were worried the hail was going to dent our car. Then I went back to the puzzle. Then we went upstairs to get a snack and I fell asleep the on couch.

Monday
Then, somehow, I woke up in my bed downstairs. I'm not really sure how. But I only got to sleep in until ten thirty cuz my sister was squishing my into the wall. So I got up and watched a movie with my little sister. Then I helped clean and the rain started to pour. Then we got in the car and started the drive back. On the way home we stopped at an ice cream shop and I got superman ice cream. It was super delicious. Then we drove home and the second I got out of the car I saw a dog get hit by a car. Talk about a bang back into reality. Anywho. That was my weekend. But it was AMAZING.

.... I wish I could go back....
...no reception...
..no people..
.no worries.