Life is an amazing thing!

So I haven't actually written on this for a while. I haven't had much time to sit down, but today, on November 17 I am going to take some time (that I don't really have to give) and write about some stuff that I have been through the last little bit and some surprising things I have found out. And don't be annoyed but I might be vague on some of it.

So hm.... lets see. Where to start?

About 7 weeks ago I really liked this guy. Like I had... all summer. But sadly he was leaving soon, and for a long time to boot. So I was kind of depressed so I wanted to hang out with him as much as I could, but since it was volleyball season I had little time to give, if any. So then a friend of mine started spending more time with him and then he started liking her a little and all the while he liked someone else. Well. Long story short- some things happened that surprised me. I might have hurt someone because they wanted to spend time with him right before he left, but I was selfish and wanted to hang out with him too. And I was hurt really bad in alot of ways.

After he left things seemed to sort themselves out for me. I had volleyball to keep me busy for a while which was good. Then my cousin stepped it up and really befriended me, which was amazing of her. Then I asked someone to masquerade and had an AMAZING time. Best date ever! And after volleyball ended I went straight into having to work on National Honor Society stuff and then the play needed help so I helped with that. So my mind was busy, I was happy, everything was going really good. I was writing Shippy and he was writing back.... then I found out some stuff and sort of lost the want to write him. Which I really regret. Things that happened are in the past and I should have just moved on, because it is not like they can be erased. So I think I will write him soon but I'm not sure.

Present Day. I am right stage grip (assistant stage manager) for Thoroughly Modern Millie at school right now and it is SO fun. The cast is amazing and I have my musical boyfriend so things are going great. I have decided that stupid drama isn't worth worrying about. The boys in the cast are hilarious and I haven't had so much fun in a long time. Tonight is closing night and I can't even begin to explain how sad I am about that. But luckily alot of the boys are going to switch into productions and so I will be able to hang out with them every other day. Yay! So yeah. My life is really good right now. I have alot of friends. I'm pretty busy with NHS. We are going to start the musical theatre concert piece in productions soon and I am SOOO excited. So yeah. This post is just kind of a formal update about what has been going on with me lately.

Have a lovely day!