Just checking in to say I am all good. Everything is resolved. I'm ok. And I am no longer angsty. That is good. I start school in a week. Volleyball is into full swing so i am busy. I got my license today. And I am mostly happy. So if you cared or care I'm good. :) Have a fantastic week!
Updated at 3:02 am.
haha. just kidding. i just read some things and thought about some things and i kinda wish i hadn't cuz now i have this huge knot in my stomach that kinda feels like someone punched me or something. maybe it is just from doing cruches at volleyball today but hm. i dunno. i'll work it out. :D
Updated at 3:13
Ok. I have decided that there is no need to worry. I just need to not over-think things, especially this late, well early, in the night. So I am once again ok. Haha.
p.s. fifty-seven days
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Ten to One in Fourty-Eight Hours
So this week has been INSANE. I have had volleyball two-a-days everyday from nine in the morning til two in the afternoon. Then I have had drivers ed ever day cuz I just want to get it done. Anyway. So I have been really tired all week. But, surprisingly enough, I had been in a pretty good mood. I was happy, I didn't think I liked anyone, I was always busy so I didn't have time to think about things. I just went on my first date and I was having an incredibly amazing time just having fun all weekend. So that was how it was.
Then about fourty-eight hours ago I got really really tired, and I started getting this super bad headache, but I was still ok because I finally decided I might like someone and I thought, hey, maybe they might like me too. So I hung out with Rosie, as usual, and then we went and hung out with Anthony and Shippy and Rosie left. I stayed for a while and just talked to them and I was way fun just to relax and talk. Then I went home with a few tiny regrets but I didn't quite know they were regrets.
Then yesterday went pretty well, I went to volleyball as usual (and we did like a TON of lunges and so I am really sore), drivers ed, and then I went to the orthodonist, and then I came home. After that my mom and I went up to my grandparents and talked to them for a while, cuz they just got back from a cruise in Russia. Then I came home and I had my throbbing headache again, then Rosie came over and I was just super irritated and I wanted to relax but I think Rosie was a little more awake than I was. But anyway, my sister did something and I WAY over-reacted cuz I was super super irritated and tired, and I had a stuffy nose. So I just layed on my bed and Rosie left at like eleven thirty. Then my mom said she thought she heard me crying... she said I was snoring.
Then finally today I woke up late and went to volleyball ten minutes late. We worked on dives today so I got like six new bruises on my hips, knees, and elbows. So I am in pain. Then I had to leave volleyball early, as usual, to go to drivers ed. But I was still in an ok mood cuz I had been talking to sam all day and I was super excited for him to come home. Then I went to drivers ed and fell asleep during my observation cuz I have been so tired lately and I woke up with a pounding headache. Then I came home and sat on the computer for an hour putting pictures on facebook. Then I went with my mom to get pizza from little caesars and I text Rosie and she said she was going to go hang out with Sam... Then I went to my grandparents and talked to my cousins while my little sister swam. Then I was, not really yelled at but I don't know how else to say it, more so, told that I always like people that don't care about me and that sorta punched me in the face. Then my headache came back and my contacts started freaking out. So again, here I sit on the computer, really angsty and irritated. But yeah.
Thanks for listening to me rant. :D Have a beautiful rest of the day!
Then about fourty-eight hours ago I got really really tired, and I started getting this super bad headache, but I was still ok because I finally decided I might like someone and I thought, hey, maybe they might like me too. So I hung out with Rosie, as usual, and then we went and hung out with Anthony and Shippy and Rosie left. I stayed for a while and just talked to them and I was way fun just to relax and talk. Then I went home with a few tiny regrets but I didn't quite know they were regrets.
Then yesterday went pretty well, I went to volleyball as usual (and we did like a TON of lunges and so I am really sore), drivers ed, and then I went to the orthodonist, and then I came home. After that my mom and I went up to my grandparents and talked to them for a while, cuz they just got back from a cruise in Russia. Then I came home and I had my throbbing headache again, then Rosie came over and I was just super irritated and I wanted to relax but I think Rosie was a little more awake than I was. But anyway, my sister did something and I WAY over-reacted cuz I was super super irritated and tired, and I had a stuffy nose. So I just layed on my bed and Rosie left at like eleven thirty. Then my mom said she thought she heard me crying... she said I was snoring.
Then finally today I woke up late and went to volleyball ten minutes late. We worked on dives today so I got like six new bruises on my hips, knees, and elbows. So I am in pain. Then I had to leave volleyball early, as usual, to go to drivers ed. But I was still in an ok mood cuz I had been talking to sam all day and I was super excited for him to come home. Then I went to drivers ed and fell asleep during my observation cuz I have been so tired lately and I woke up with a pounding headache. Then I came home and sat on the computer for an hour putting pictures on facebook. Then I went with my mom to get pizza from little caesars and I text Rosie and she said she was going to go hang out with Sam... Then I went to my grandparents and talked to my cousins while my little sister swam. Then I was, not really yelled at but I don't know how else to say it, more so, told that I always like people that don't care about me and that sorta punched me in the face. Then my headache came back and my contacts started freaking out. So again, here I sit on the computer, really angsty and irritated. But yeah.
Thanks for listening to me rant. :D Have a beautiful rest of the day!
Monday, August 4, 2008
Disney Channel and Coke
So it is 9:30 am now and I STILL haven't gone to bed. haha. yeah. I couldn't fall asleep all night. It sucked. anyway so i entertained myself watching jonas brothers music videos on youtube and watching random shows on tv. then morning finally came and i cleaned my microwave, mopped the floors on my hands and knees (it was actually kind of fun), cleaned my sister's fish tank, and cleaned the counters. Then I cleaned my room and got dressed for the day. I felt kind of bad though cuz I text anthony at like 8:00ish and I woke him up. I'm still sorry about that by the way. Anywho. Now I am just sitting on the floor of my room watching spongebob. I was watcing disney channel though but it was an episode I have already seen so I changed the channel. I have a feeling that the only that will keep me awake today is coke. And I have to stay awake cuz I think I am going with my dad today (it might be tomorrow, not really sure) and then my mom gets home. Plus, I have to clean the car. But yeah. This is a really random post. But I was bored and it sounded appealing to blog.
On another note, I finished drivers ed last night, Rosie helped me ALOT. In fact, she was the one clicking the answer while i found other answers so we got it done REALLY fast. so that is relieving. Now I have my drives scheduled for next week and then I will do my observations and then be able to get my license by the nineteenth (i hope) so that is exciting. OH! also volleyball tryout are this week. I'm sort of excited, but at the same time... we have to run a 5-minute mile and that does not sound appealing, especially since the last time I ran it felt like my ribs were crushing in on eachother. But oh well. I'll suck it up. Um. Yeah. Oh and my birthday is on wednesday. Sweet Sixteen! woo! um. OH! My sister's best friend is coming to the valley from colorado with my mom today. She stays til like saturday I think which is SUPER exciting. I love that girl she is SO cute. Um.... what else?
OH! The other night my cousin had a drive-in movie on her garage with her projector. It was so fun. We watching 'Night at the Museum.' That is a funny show.
Oh and last night Rosie and I went up to my grandparents and walked down to popperton park. It was way funny. We tried to climb up the soccer posts and eventually made it. But our first attempts looked pretty fricken hilarious. Then we ate popsicle... haha 'what now....!' haha. we are cool. But anyway. That is what is going on in my life at the moment. Talk to 'yal laterz!
On another note, I finished drivers ed last night, Rosie helped me ALOT. In fact, she was the one clicking the answer while i found other answers so we got it done REALLY fast. so that is relieving. Now I have my drives scheduled for next week and then I will do my observations and then be able to get my license by the nineteenth (i hope) so that is exciting. OH! also volleyball tryout are this week. I'm sort of excited, but at the same time... we have to run a 5-minute mile and that does not sound appealing, especially since the last time I ran it felt like my ribs were crushing in on eachother. But oh well. I'll suck it up. Um. Yeah. Oh and my birthday is on wednesday. Sweet Sixteen! woo! um. OH! My sister's best friend is coming to the valley from colorado with my mom today. She stays til like saturday I think which is SUPER exciting. I love that girl she is SO cute. Um.... what else?
OH! The other night my cousin had a drive-in movie on her garage with her projector. It was so fun. We watching 'Night at the Museum.' That is a funny show.
Oh and last night Rosie and I went up to my grandparents and walked down to popperton park. It was way funny. We tried to climb up the soccer posts and eventually made it. But our first attempts looked pretty fricken hilarious. Then we ate popsicle... haha 'what now....!' haha. we are cool. But anyway. That is what is going on in my life at the moment. Talk to 'yal laterz!
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